why

hi , today i heard the song of nelly furtado called "all good things come to the end".she has right through my experience , always good things in your life is short.why?why the worst things is longer than the good thing.it's just as dream.why when we enjoy a moment it ends so quickly.it's just emotional or it's real.sometimes , i feel afraid to be happy cause the feeling after the end of happiness is so hard so , i am afraid to lose this happiness.but i start to enjoy my happiness whithout thinking what come after.when i am with my family,usually,i think one day i will miss my family cause we will die.or some of us will die and i will miss to be with him or her.it will become a souvenir.so , i stop enjoying my time.now, i try not to think like this cause it' avoid me to enjoy my moments that will make me feel regret cause i will punish myself of losing the chance to enjoy my time.i try my best not to follow this bad feelings.today is sunny.thank god

Sincerity

hi , i was seeing an interview in which journalist Complaining for beeing deceived by an artist which is also his friend.I wonder how a person can deceives his surrounding and can kill his Conscience in order to acheive his aim.really , i imagine how could you be unfaithfull with your partener,friend or your family.it's very hard to support this feeling, Specially, when the other doesn't deserves this deeds.the rihanna's song called "unfaithfull" describes very well the feeling of Traitor.so , who reads these words and he's deceiving the other please this is your chance to change. in the end , you are the looser cause you lose yourself before loosing the other.the song says :
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
don't wanna be...A murderer
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
don't wanna do thisAnymoreUh
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
don't wanna be...A murderer (a murderer)

what's going on

hi , for these days i don't i find myself able to outlet what i have inside.that is why i try to express myself through songs that effect on me. somtimes i feel like am hypnotise , i want to do a small project and i have so many ideas but am unable to start and to choose an idea.i don't know realy am confused like am waiting somthing that avoid me to start anything.i like to make crafts and it is my inspiration for my project.regardless, i am fighting i don't want to be morbid by these feelings.i wish to be free from this emotion's prison.i hope so . i beg my god.thank you

a song of life

i have for today a song that i love so much and that i would like to share with you.it is song by sinead o'connor called "nothing compares 2 u".it express so many emotions.

It's been seven hours and fifteen days

Since u took your love away

I go out every night and sleep

all day Since u took your love away

Since u been gone I can do whatever I want

I can see whomever I choose

I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant But nothing

said nothing can take away these blues

`Cause nothing compares

Nothing compares 2 u

It's been so lonely without u here

Like a bird without a song

Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling

Tell me baby where did I go wrong

could put my arms around every boy I see

But they'd only remind me of you

I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me

Guess what he told me

He said girl u better have fun

No matter what u do

But he's a fool `

Cause nothing compares

Nothing compares 2 u

All the flowers that u planted, mama

In the back yard

All died when u went away

I know that living with u baby was sometimes hard

But I'm willing to give it another try

Nothing compares

Nothing compares 2 u .

very sorry

hi today i haven't found things that i can't talk about cause i have some problems in the modification of my blog.am sorry for today

am i wrong ?

hi, it is hard to be strong and patient to be weak and hardworker to be sad and happy.i don't know i have all these emotions in the same time.but i know the source of this empty that is am jobless unuseful.i am trying to do somthing but am looser.my problem is that i am unable to do somthing that i don't like i see arround me i found the majority are making things that they don't like and they are going on.but for me it is impossible.we have one life why am going to do things that i don't like.it's very hard for me to do.does money desrves to do things for it just to have it?always i like to do what i want what i need.studies for me is pleasure for my soul not to get marks.job for me is way to be useful to my society and for myself.money is important but not to the extend to sell my life.why such paper has this big impact on us.why it manages our life our dreams.like tracy chapman said money is paper and ink.really i need to work i need mony in order to help my family but i cannot do work that i don't like at least.so, am i wrong? am wrong cause i my life is so imprtant for me and i appreciate what god has given to me.life

after birthady

really yesterday it was odd it was my birthday and i received a call for one of my best friend that i didn't expect to remember my birthday day cause i didn't see for 3 years and during these years she hadn't call me cause i was in trip.so , when i came back i called her since then i call her and yesterday she called me and it was nice surprise cause she living some problems and even this she remembered my day.i was so happy.my other best friend gave as gift a delicious birthday's cake that she bought to me plus a gift.i was happy not for the gift but for the care of my friends.it is unique.but what is strange that besides all these nice surprises and the care of my friends i felt sad , somthing missing in me like i was waiting somthing to happen , somthing didn't let me to enjoy my happiness.really , i feel confused. i wanted to cry but i couldn't.thank god what can i say.i know i have a gap inside me but am trying to submit by the care of my parents and my best friends cause they are the real tresure and of course my brothers and my sister.