dream

hi, am not in good mood today cause some dreams come true and that it's makes me feel afraid.i don't want to become obssess by my nightmares but really am angry.yesterday i dreamed a bad dream in which my dad is dead there is no event just the feeling of loosing your parents. when i was teenager i dreamed my mum in now my dad.this feeling is strange to lose your parents like you become naked and you feel insecure it's hard , i know that oneday we all become dead and it's the choise of my god and i believe in him.but am humen being i can't deny my fear to lose one of my parents.so , i waked up angry and my mum told me that my dad has gone in trip to see my gandfather whom is sick.i become angry and couldn't say my dream to anyone.so, i leave it inside but am in bad mood.my mum thinks that am angry cause i want to buy a laptop and my dad postpone it.but it isn' true , am worried about my dad.i believe in my god and i know he knows thing better than me , i have to accepted no matter what can happens.thanks god