am upset

hi , am sorry for yesterday , i was unable to write cause i have family's problems.it's between my brother and my parents which creates a negative enery at home.really it's makes me feel so upset and Frustrating cause we are so close to each other to some extent that even a small problems can effect badly on us.i don't like to live a tension it's unbearable.i feel like am going to explose specialy, if i am unable to cry or to scream.thank god who gives us teh ability to go on and the faith that avoid us the negative behaviour and thinking twice before acting. am not angel but am trying to do less mistakes in my life and have lessons from my experiences.thank you