angry

hi , am sorry for yesterday i didn't write cause some problmes in connexion.besides , i was so angry due to problems with my brother.in fact, i was so angry to the extent i wanted to lose my memory or just lose my consciousness.just not to think for while and have some relax.i know that i shoudn't say that but really i need it.am kind of poeple whom think in stuff so much.i don't know, i have thing to say but i am unable to express.am confused,furious but one thing i can't forget, my believe in god, my faith cause even am so angry i daren't to do bad thing or even to try.cause i know god will give me the strengh to over come this periode.so , am just waiting the strom to go whithout causing a large damage.thank god.