palestine

hi, i would like to say to palestine :
my dear palestine no matter the numbers of injuries and the rape of your land you will win , you know why? cause my god is with you. to be free it may cost generations and so many victims but the passion for this land and the dream to be free again is a blessing that give to genarations to be more faithful to the dream and an internal source of power to fight for this believe and it's a curse for the enemy cause it gives him more fear and more Sense of insecurity that makes him more and more weak no matter the number of Massacres he have done.my dear palestine you are an iternal and holy land .don't be afaid my dear palestine you are the symble of Steadfastness no matter how of your children died everday but nothing can destroy your faith .

bingo

am the stupidest person in the world. even am sure of my beliefs and i like how i am but i say for the people who considers me "nothing" i am the stupidest cause i thought that am an intersting person for them. what a silly girl i am.anyway , am not giving up cause i believe that good things lives no matter how it takes to be admit but at the end " bingo" not for me but for those who sacrifise their lives , theirs dreams and theirs right for theirs surrounding.

mmmmmmmmmmmm

hi, i can't say am sad but there is a deep sadness that doesn't avoid me to see how life is colourful even with some cloudy moment but it's life and that is it charm. i miss my best friend but he is so busy that he didn't answer my messages . he had sent me a message a week ago and an sms for the eid i was so happy. however, i feel sad cause we haven't spoken for a month since i went to tangier . i know i haven't to be greedy and selfish in my feeling toward the other but it's me. i can deny my care , i can't pretend to be ok cause he doesn't care about my messages as he was before . if i can do like he does that it's means i don't care and this fault.when i care i care from my deep but i have to respect the line that he did i can't across it cause i don't like to oblige the other to care for me too. i care and i don't wait the care of the other but in deep i hope that.anyway, am just outleting what bother me inside cause it my best friend but unfortunatly am not even a close friend ,however, we share ,as he told me, personals stuff. as i said before i want just to be in the backstage of his life but with my own life.miss you my best and god bless you.
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my confession song

hi, today i have a song called " with you " by the angel of music josh groban.i have no words for this singer or his songs . this song is me .it's my confession.

Sometimes I remember reasons I let you go
Inside them I see your face and all I really know
I was scared to share the love I have inside of me
Through all the heartache I know that I was meant to be
...With you
I have everything I've ever wanted
Simple and true
With you
Crying eyes so beautiful
It's you who always thought our love would see us through
If I could follow my heart again it would be yours
with every breath I would find a way to love you more
I can't imagine life without your silent bravery
And I'm grateful for every moment that I get to be
...With you
I have everything I've ever wanted
Simple and true
With you
Loving eyes so beautiful
It's you who always finds a way
And if the stars should disappear
In the dark I'll still be here
Forever in your arms where I belong
With you
I have everything I've ever wanted
Simple and true
With you
Loving eyes so beautiful
It's you who always knew our love would see us through
With you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYpqFnYpjag

eid moubarek

tomorrow inchllah is our AID al-adha ,so , i copied this article about our eid in islam from wikipedia :
is a religious festival celebrated by Muslims and Druze worldwide in commemoration of the willingness of Ibrahim (Abraham) to sacrifice his son as an act of obedience to God. The devil tempted Ibrahim by saying he should disobey God and spare his son. As Ibrahim was about to sacrifice his son, God intervened and instead provided a lamb as the sacrifice. This is why today all over the world Muslims who have the means to, sacrifice an animal (usually a goat or a sheep), as a reminder of Ibrahim's obedience to God. The meat is then shared out with family, friends (Muslims or non-Muslims), as well as the poor members of the community. (Islam names Ishmael as the son who was to be sacrificed, whereas Christianity and Judaism names Isaac).
Eid al-Adha is the latter of two Eid festivals celebrated by Muslims, whose basis comes from the Quran.[1] (Muslims in Iran celebrate a third, non-denominational Eid.) Like Eid el-Fitr, Eid al-Adha begins with a short prayer followed by a sermon (khuṭba).
Eid al-Adha annually falls on the 10th day of the month of Dhul Hijja (ذو الحجة) of the lunar Islamic calendar. The festivities last for two to three days or more depending on the country. Eid al-Adha occurs the day after the pilgrims conducting Hajj, the annual pilgrimage to Mecca in Saudi Arabia by Muslims worldwide, descend from Mount Arafat. It happens to be approximately 70 days after the end of the month of Ramadan.

History :

Four thousand years ago the valley of Mecca was a dry and uninhabited place.
Muslims believe the Prophet Ibrahim (Abraham) was instructed to bring his wife, Hajira (Hagar) and their child Is'mail to Arabia from Palestine to protect them from the jealousy of Ibrahim's first wife Sarah.
With some supplies of food and water he left them without wanting. However the supplies quickly ran out and within a few days Hajira and Is'mail were suffering from hunger and dehydration.
In her desperation Hajira ran up and down two hills called Safa and Marwa trying to see if she could spot any help in the distance. Finally she collapsed beside Is'mail and prayed to Allah for deliverance.
Is'mail struck his foot on the ground and this caused a spring of water to gush forth from the earth. Hajira and Is'mail were saved. Now they had a secure water supply they were able to trade water with passing nomads for food and supplies.
After a while the Prophet Ibrahim returned from Palestine to check on his family and was amazed to see them running a profitable well.
The Prophet Ibrahim was told by Allah to build a shrine dedicated to him. Ibrahim and Is'mail constructed a small stone structure – the Kaaba or Cube - which was to be the gathering place for all who wished to strengthen their faith in Allah.
As the years passed Is'mail was blessed with Prophethood and he gave the nomads of the desert the message of surrender to Allah.
After many centuries, Mecca became a thriving city thanks to its reliable water source, the well of Zam Zam.
In the year 628 the Prophet Muhammed set out on a journey with 1400 of his followers. This was the first pilgrimage in Islam, and would re-establish the religious traditions of the Prophet Ibrahim.

Traditions and practices :

Men, women, and children are expected to dress in their finest clothing to perform Eid prayer (Salatu'l-`id) in any mosque. Muslims who can afford to do so sacrifice their best domestic animals (usually sheep, but also camels, cows, and goats) as a symbol of Ibrahim's (Abraham's) sacrifice. The sacrificed animals, called "udhiya" Arabic: أضحية" also known as "qurbani", have to meet certain age and quality standards or else the animal is considered an unacceptable sacrifice. Generally, these must be at least a year old. At the time of sacrifice, Allah's name is recited along with the offering statement and a supplication as Muhammad said. According to the Quran, the meat is divided into three shares, one share for the poor, one share for the relatives and neighbors, and the last to keep to oneself. A large portion of the meat must be given towards the poor and hungry people so they can all join in the feast which is held on Eid-al-Adha. The remainder is cooked for the family celebration meal in which relatives and friends are invited to share. The regular charitable practices of the Muslim community are demonstrated during Eid al-Adha by the concerted effort to see that no impoverished person is left without sacrificial food during these days. Eid al-Adha is a concrete affirmation of what the Muslim community ethic means in practice. People in these days are expected to visit their relatives, starting with their parents, then their families and friends. (Arabic audio with English meaning).
In the name of God
بسم الله
And God is the greatest
والله أكبر
O God, indeed this is from you and for you
اللهم إن هذا منك ولك
O God accept from me
اللهم تقبل مني
Distributing meat among people is considered an essential part of the festival during this period, as well as chanting Takbir out loud before the Eid prayer on the first day and after prayers through out the four days of Eid. (See Takbir in "Traditions and practices" of Eid el-Fitr.) In some countries families that do not own livestock can make a contribution to a charity that will provide meat to those who are in need.

Distribution of meat of a traditionally sacrificed animal to the poor all over the world
Republic of Turkey modified Kurban regulations. Turkish law prohibited the locations of the sacrifice from public space and most sacrifices are now at secluded areas or indoor, as to not offend the sensitivity of many people and not to be viewed by children.

; )

hi, i haven't written cause i have nothing to say just i have posted my file on bank for a work. i hope that i can work there or even make a training period cause working there will allowed me to have a good experience concerning the process of the work. it can be a rich experience in challah.so, for the rest nothing new , i hope just people can be more clear. : )
i want to go to circus as am big fan of it and to travel to disneyworld for a week.it's a crazy dream but it's me.; )

sade adu

hi, i brought one of sade's song called "your love is king". am not a big fan of soul but when it comes to sade adu "oooooooooooooops" she is an amazing singer and even she wears a sexy clothes but her charcter and her music makes you respect and appreciate her talent like for exemple Enya.sade belongs to the singers whom have a message to give to the real woman as humen being not to the dolls.

Your love is king
Crown you with my heart
Your love is king
Never need to partYour kisses
ringRound and round and round my head
Touching the very part of me
It's making my soul sing
Tearing the very heart of me
I'm crying out for more
Your love is king
Crown you with my heart
Your love is king
You're the ruler of my heart
Your kisses ring
Round and round and round my head
Touching the very part of me
It's making my soul sing
I'm crying out for more
Your love is king
I'm coming onI
'm coming
You're making me danceInside
Your love is king
Crown you with my heart
Your love is king
Never need to part
Your kisses ring
Round and round and round my head
Touching the very part of me
It's making my soul sing
Tearing the very heart of me
I'm crying out for more
Touching the very part of me
It's making my soul sing
I'm crying out for more
Your love is king
This is noBlind faith
This is noSad or sorry dream
This is noBlind faith
Your love, your love is real(your love is king)
Gotta crown me with your heart
(your love is king)Never never need to part
(your love is king)
Touch me(your love is king)
never letting go(your love is king)
Your Love is King
never letting go(your love is king)
never gonna give it up(your love is king)
I'm comming(your love is king)making me dance

love poems

these are some love poems .....

stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Now that decades have passed,
ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are
that we have found the love so true
that everyone dreams about.

- Laura Veronica Merodio -

You're my man, my mighty king,
And I'm the jewel in your crown,
You're the sun so hot and bright,
I'm your light-rays shining down,

You're the sky so vast and blue,
And I'm the white clouds in your chest,
I'm a river clean and pure,
Who in your ocean finds her rest,

You're the mountain huge and high,
I'm the valley green and wide,
You're the body firm and strong,
And I'm a rib bone on your side,

You're an eagle flying high,
I'm your feathers light and brown,
You're my man, my king of kings,
And I'm the jewel in your crown.

- Nima Akbari -

Your Name

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

- Jessica Blade -

The Meaning

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

- Kellie Spehn -

sunshine

i don't know how to start.i cannot say i'm happy but for the first time i don't have the feeling of something missing inside me cause i meet my best friend after 5 years.for the first time , one of my dreams comes true as i have thought i won't see him again.i confess that no one was able to replace him , no one can feel me as he does , no one can give me hope like he does even if am not used to depend on someone but with him everything is diffrent. tomorrow inchallah he has an interview and i beg my god that he will pass.i know what am going to say now is weird or insane and even him cannot believe but i can sacrifice my life for him. i know he is not waiting my sacrifice but i want to say how dear to me.it's my sun.meeting him after all these years has made me more sure of his place in my heart and i'm right to have looked for him even after all these years.i feel that i want to fight and to proove him that am able to do many thing cause even if am not so dear to him but he cares .for me , to be in the backstage of his life and observing him is enough , of course , without leaving my life as i have promised him .

hi , today i gave one of sugababes's lyrics called " stronger". anyway , there is nothing to say just whenever i become close to my best friend there are events that draw a line between us as during faculty's days.so , i'll be always invisible.the song says :

I?ll make it through the rainy days
I?ll be the one who stands here longer than the rest
When my landscape changes, rearranges
I?ll be stronger than I?ve ever been
No more stillness, more sunlight,
Everything?s gonna be alright
I know that there?s gonna be a change
Better find your way out of your fear
If you wanna come with me
Then that?s the way it?s gotta be
I?m all alone and finally
I?m getting strongerYou?ll come to see
Just what I can be
I?m getting stronger
Sometimes I feel so down and out
Like emotion that?s been captured in a maze
I had my ups and downs
Trials and tribulations,
I overcome it day by day,
Feeling good and almost powerful
A new me, that?s what I?m looking for
I didn?t know what I had to do
I just knew I was alone
People around me
But they didn?t care
So I searched into my soul
I?m not the type of girl that will let them see her cry
It?s not my style
I get by
See I?m gonna do this for me

pictures

hi , these pictures can describe many feeling.

obama

hi, i haven't written for along time cause i haven't found something to talk about even there is a big event of the american's election.the victory of OBAMA.i know this is a big event that i should have comment about but the only thing that i can say is this year is " the year of the extreme making over" as there will be a new economical new system due the crisis and the victory of the first black president in the american's history.so, a new period in history that can be positive or negative just as magic box full of surprises.so, will see what could happen by the time.that is the glamour of life noone expects what could happen even there are signs only my god knows.anyway, am fine but with some sadness as i have waited my b friend to ask about me as i haven't talked to him since sunday but unfortunatly ... so , i decided not to chat with him not because am upset but to give him his privecy to talk to his friend and to be as i was always in the backstage observing him but when he needs me i'll be the first to take his hand cause his is the the dearset friend to me.

my wished king

hi, i have never been on internet at this time but i feel unable to sleep.so today i gave a lyrics ofa korean song from a k-drama that i love even it's a very ssssad story called " sorry , i love you".i dedicated this song to my wished king in my dream world cause in reality he exist but he is not made for me and i don't want to love again even we cannot live without having our twin but life is hard and i have to accept as it is.perhaps oneday,i will be lucky in love and my wish comes true perhaps.

Together hand in hand we walked through evening gloom
Long shadows on the pavement, cast from the sunset sky
If only this would last until the end of time
And if this is forever I swear that I could cry
the northern wind starts to blow
And the smell of winter’s in the air
As we take each step upon the ground
The season of love grows near
We could share the very first snowflowers of the year
In your arms where I belong
Watch as the city turns from grey to white
The day turns into night
Love that floats like wayward clouds, that’s not what we’re about
Sure and strong is my love for youAnd it comes from the bottom of my heart
With you by my side, to catch me when I fall
I can cast my fears aside; feel twice as tall
If only this would last, this smile upon my face
And if this is forever, you’re my saving grace
The nights were so cold without you
And the days were always short on ligh
tNow a fire’s warming me through
And suddenly this upturned world is feeling right
We could share the very first snowflowers of the year
In your arms where I belong
Watch as the city turns from grey to white
The day turns into night
Love that floats like wayward clouds, that’s not what we’re about
Sure and strong is my love for you
And it comes from the bottom of my heart
If there comes a time when you have lost your way
I’ll turn myself into a star to guide you through
if ever you find tears upon your face
I will be there, always be there for you
We could share the very first snowflowers of the year
In your arms where I belong
Watch as the city turns from grey to white
The day turns into night
Love that floats like wayward clouds, that’s not what we’re about
Sure and strong is my love for you
The city turns from grey to white
The day turns into night
We could share the very first snowflowers of the year
In your arms where I belong
Cold winds from the North blow
The sky casts its last glow
But you and I are standing strong

thank you my god

helene segara

hi, am glad that i have commenteries from people even i have never waited that my blog will be commented.so thank you to all whom comment my blog.today i gave a frensh lyrics of song that i haven't heard it for a long time.it's song by the amazing voice of helene segara.



Que jamais on ne me délivre

Des liens de mon enfance

Que jamais je n'ouvre le livre

Où je comprendrai mes souffrances

Que jamais je ne puisse paraître

Ce que je ne suis pas

Que je sois telle qu'on m'a faite

Et non telle qu'on me voit

Que je ne me forge pas des armes

Pour endurcir mon coeur

Que je ne m'invente pas des larmes

Sous l'oeil des projecteurs

Que je ne devienne jamais de glace

Devant le vie qui saigne

Que je reste toujours à ma palce

Parmi les gens que j'aime

C'est tout ce que je demande

Vivre où l'amour peut m'attendr

eEn laissant pleurer mon coeur

Par le sang de ems douleurs

En restant seulement moi-même

Humaine, humaine

Que jamais ne vienne le jour

Où le temps me mangera

Où j'écrirai mes amours

Sur des feuilles d'agenda

Que tous les diamants du monde

Dorment dans leur écrins

Que mes joies les plus profondes

Me viennent de trois fois rien

Que jamais je ne sache compter

Plus loin que jusqu'à deux

Sans chercher à monter

Qur la colline des dieux

Que sur les chemins du dout

eJ'avance mes rêves au cou

En rencontrant sur ma route

Des gens semblables à vous

C'est tout ce que je demande

Vivre où l'amour peut m'attendre

En laissant pleurer mon coeur

Par le sang de ems douleurs

En restant seulement moi-même

Humaine, humaine

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hi, am becoming so lazy these days but i feel dizzy besides i have so many ideas to write about i need just to reorganize my thoughts.so, i gave this picture it describe many things.

quotes 3

There is nothing so easy to learn as experience and nothing so hard to apply. Josh Billings

Few people even scratch the surface, much less exhaust the contemplation of their own experience. Randolph Bourne

Friendships are fragile things, and require as much handling as any other fragile and precious thing. Randolph Bourne

What one has not experienced, one will never understand in print. Isadora Duncan

The years teach much which the days never knew. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Everything has been said before, but since nobody listens we have to keep going back and beginning all over again. Andre Gide

Experiences are savings which a miser puts aside. Wisdom is an inheritance which a wastrel cannot exhaust. Karl Kraus

Life must be understood backwards; but... it must be lived forward. Soren Kierkegaard

Nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely. Auguste Rodin

A man who carries a cat by the tail learns something he can learn in no other way. Mark Twain

Do you know the difference between education and experience? Education is when you read the fine print; experience is what you get when you don't. Pete Seeger

Experience is one thing you can't get for nothing. Oscar Wilde

Experience is simply the name we give our mistakes. Oscar Wilde

why

hi, am shoked from a story that happened to someone . it's hard to be deceived not for a while but for a long time by your beloved and the worst is that person doesn't deserve it. why some people are so cruel even with whom treat them good.why?really , i tried to make myself , by imagination, in their place just to see how they can have more than face and pretend to be good . how hey can feel unfaithful.the worst in this situation is to be unfaithful with who really care about you and faithful to the commitment

time after time

hi, i know i have been becoming lazy these few days but only cause am not in good mood to express what i have inside.sometimes , i just like to look without speaking and observe.so, i gave one of my favorite song called " time after time" by cindy lauper.:

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--
sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds
chorus: if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time after
my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows--you're wondering
if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside t
he drum beats out of time--
if you're lost...
you said go slow--
I fall behind
the second hand unwinds--
if you're lost... ...
time after time
time after time time after time time after time

the paper crisis

hi, today i want to talk about the american crisis.am not Economic Analyst but am an ordinary person who want to give an opinion about this "crisis".ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, like black thursday 29.in my opinion, this crisis is just a Labor for the birth of a new system.whenever they want to make a new system , they create a crisis as an excuse or a war to give birth to a new regime, the birth of new rich and the new poor.the victim of this crisis are the ordinary people whom fight just for living.they are living the real crisis not the paper crisis.so, may be am wrong may be am right but am sure am not blind.

quotes

i miss my blog.ramadan has gone .the eid was a common day with no big events.i don't know what to say .i gave a K. Blackburn's quote.it says :
Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,and finds in your presence that life is worth while.So when you are lonely, remember it's trueSomebody somewhere is thinking of you.

another quote by Michelle C. Ustaszeski:
As you travel through life,your dreams will guide you,determination will get you there,and love will provide the greatest scenery of all.

It is sometimes hard to cross that bridge,try something new, or make that change.But once you do, you will realizethat things are usually never as bad as we imagine.

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,it's about learning to dance in the rain.

miss you my b friend

miss you

hiiii, i miss my blog so much.for a week i as very sad cause i had some problems in connexion so really i felt bad.so today i came back.

joyful sadness

hi, today i want talk about a type of sadness that i call " joyful sadness".it means for me, a colorful sadness that doesn't need to be in dark room or wear black clothes or even have sad face , it's just feeling sad without loosing hope or the ability to feel and see the beauty around you.the sadness that gives you the mood to listen to chillout music or to go either to the sea or a walk in forest , to be in nature.sadness for me is not to cry or hate fate or even blame the other , it's Self-examination ,revision of my mistakes, to be more sure of my decisions and thoughts.the ability to save what remains for me, to give to myself a lesson , to know the wisdom of these experiences.

cherry ghost

hi, i gave today a song called "people help people" by cherry ghost.i like this song :

God knows what is hiding in that weak and drunken heart
I guess you kissed the girls and made them cry
those hardfaced queens of misadventure
God knows what is hiding in those weak and sunken eyes
a fiery throng of muted angels
giving love and getting nothing back
People help the people
and if your homesick, give me your hand and i'll hold it
people help the people
and nothing will drag you down
oh and if I had a brain, oh and if I had a brain
I'd be cold as a stone and rich as the fool
that turned, all those good hearts away
God knows what is hiding in that world of little consequence
behind the tears inside the lies
a thousand slowly dying sunsets
God knows what is hiding in those weak and drunken hearts
I guess the loneliness came knocking
No on needs to be alone, oh save me
People help the people
and if your homesick, give me your hand and i'll hold it
people help the people
nothing will drag you downoh and if I had a brain, oh and if I had a brain
I'd be cold as a stone and rich as the foolthat turned, all those good hearts away
People help the people
and if your homesick, give me your hand and I'll hold it
people help the people
nothing will drag you downoh and if I had a brain, oh and if I had a brain
I'd be cold as a stone and rich as the foolthat turned, all those good hearts away.

memory

hi , i haven't written for a long time. i don't know what to say, well, i have a problem of remembering simples things like , for exemple, the name of some actors. i was discussing with my b friend about movies and he asked me about bernie mac mat,so, i said that i don't know him but in fact i know him but i have never seen his name or i haven't noticed his name in his sitecom or in his movies.so, am somehow upset cause i like his acting and i felt sorry for him when he died but what makes me upset why sometimes i feel like am losing my memory in unsuitable moments. i hope am not the only one who suffer from this problem ,really, it bother me.i need a trip to a far island not to runway but to rebuild myself.oooooooooh my god i need to realize my simple dreams am not looking for wealth or have the latest cellphone or.......

i just need a peaceful and useful life in the right path.thank you my god

anyway

hi, today i give you a song called " anyway" by a country singer called martina mcbride.it's an amzing song even am not real fan of country music but i love some of them like dolly parton.it's says:

You can spend your whole life building something from nothing
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway
You can chase a dream that seems so out of reach and you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway
Chorus:
God is great, but sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray it doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway, I do it anyway
This world's gone crazy and it's hard to believe that tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart, for all the right reasons, and in a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway
Repeat Chorus
You can pour your soul out singing a song you believe in that tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang Sing it anyway,
yeah sing it anyway I sing, I dream, I love, anyway

this is the video of the song :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FdB5Adws78

poeeeeeeeeeeeeems

hi, today is the 15th of ramadan , the time runs fast.anyway, i give today a poem by unknown author.it's says :
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beautyOn the days you're feeling blue
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm findingAre impossible for me
I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,A friend who's always there.

and onther one by jenny yu :

You remind me of a flower,
Pretty, inside and outside.
A reason why people smile everyday,A gift to all.
You remind me of chocolate,
Luscious and sweet.
Someone people can turn to in crisis,
Loved by all.
You remind me of a teddy,
Cute and huggable.
Someone people feel comfortable with,
Special to all.
You remind me of a balloon,
Happy and bouncy.
Someone people can have fun with,
Enjoyed by all.
You remind me of a lot of things,
But nothing can compare to the real person,
A friend I can look up to,
Cherished by me.

blog

hi, i want to talk about the blog.for the first time, i was little a bit afraid to write on a blog.for 2 reasons.firstly, cause it's hard for me to outlet what i have inside also cause i don't know how to express my ideas.secondly, cause i was afraid from the goal of a blog.what is the positives and the negatives of a blog.so , i tried to read some blogs in order to understand the meaning and the aim of it.in fact, i find it a suitable way to express your idea without , necessary, identify who you are cause what is important is your subjects and the way of your writing.i know sometimes your ideas can be against ( that's the negative side) you but, in my view, you have to know the limit of the show.it's means, i don't have to write everything about my thoughts not to lie but to leave some for yourself as privacy . so, a blog , internet , tv , websites...etc.all these icones of globalization and development can be very vey useful for many poeple of all domain but can be a Serie killer for those who use it in bad way to destroy and kill person's life.

genghis khan's movie

hi , today i want to talk about genghis khan's movie who is nominated to the oscar.i really want to see the movie cause it's about genghis khan who is an historical leader and there are many stories and sypnossis about his character and his life.so , i was always intersting on the controversial Personalities where we can find a huge stories about them but no true facts about theirs real life, which is due to some political Interests.we don't know the real reasons of history's Falsification .so , i hope to see it soon cause am so curious to see the new view about his life.

glad

hi, .yesterday i met my best friend in chat so am not worried anymore.through our disscusing i really realized what is missing on me.in fact, sharing what i love and what i like to do with my friend.i have always lived sharing with my friends what they like but noone shared with me what i like. i know they love me but noone tried to share with me my passion for things.for exemple, i like to go once in week to the cineme, read books, makes crafts or listenning to my favorite music.they are my close friends but we don't have things in common just general thing as we are girls for exemple, cooking,clothes...girl's stuff but i don't like to spend all my time talking about it.i can find my passion in simple thing that can be stupid for the others.as diy or handcrafts,my close friends can do diy it but not as passion but as duty.so, that's one of reasons of considering my friend as my best friend.he trys to know me but it's not the real reason cause the real reason is from god , chemestry we don't invent.sometimes, we admire and love someone but he or she cannot give us the same feel cause it's emotional we don't have control on it but we can appreciate and respect.thank you my god for giving me the love of my friends and i hope never disappointed them.

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hi, it was a hard day cause i have accidentelly poured a glass of water over my keyboread.so i waited my brother to buy one as it's night and ramadan noone is openned just his friend.i was very angry but now am less angry :( cause google doesn't want to work now.anyway,i have nothing to say today cause am unable to think or to realize what is happening. :(

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i don't know but am worried about him but i can't do anything just wait to answer my message.i don't want to impose myself.he left a comment in facebook that he is tired and he needs to rest.i hope it's just physical rest.i don't want to bother him with my questions even i consider him as my best friend but i don't have right to insist on him cause This is one of his fiancée would have the right to do so.There are limits that i must not exceed.so, i will wait.:(

poems

hi, what to say no words.i miss .........anyway, i gave a poem by Brittani Kokko.it says :

Standing by,All the way.
Here to help you through your day.
Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.
Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.
Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend.

there is another one by Autymn Skillings :

There's nothing as nice as someone who shares,your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares,someone who's there through your good times and tears,who stays by your side as your friend through the years.

songs

hi. i gave a lyrics of a song that i like called "drops in the ocean" by the storm.it says :
As we walk in the morning light
always looking for forgiveness
in our hearts
As we hide in the garden ever after
we will never give a reason
there is always something better
But I know
that there will never be someone quite like you and I
you promise
that no one never will come between the two of us
the two of us
I'll be there through all of your worries
i will stand through all of your tears
Just when you think that hope
it has left you for another
don't you cry, baby don't you cry
Some might say we are breaver than brave
but it's a matter of believing in your heart
It's such a shame
that you don't know what you're missing
'till it's gone
I've been told that nothing will last forever
But I know
that there will never be someone quite like you and I
you promise
that no one never will come between the two of us
the two of us
I'll be there through all of your worries
i will stand through all of your tears
Just when you think that hope
it has left you for another
don't you cry, baby don't you cry.

i added another lyrics of a song which i have no words for it.it's called ha mang yeo by alessandro safina.it's the ost of korean drama called "dae jang geum".really, it makes me cry even it hard for me to cry but it's an emotional song.this is the transaltion of the song in english:

Icy shades of blue
I’ve been true to you
Shaped my world on “soon”
Prayed to ghostly moons
Deep and dark it preys
Bleak and stark, in greys
Love’s a shark at bay
Til your heart’s betrayed
Oh, the curse of men and war
My hero’s cry is empty, forlorn
(But) in the silence I conceed
(sic)My heart can’t flee
This hopeless dream must be or vanish
Foolish love

Once you promised distant shore
And oe’r the waves you’d lift me once more
Now my pain brings no reward
Your fate’s bound and sworn
From afar I wish you near
And with each breath, I tremble with fear
For in spite of how I bleed
My heart can’t flee
This hopeless dream must be or vanish
Foolish love
[End segment (sic)]My heart can’t fleeThis foolish love.
if want to hear the song :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmlKtBPbIAc

happy

hi, really am shocked , i feel ashame cause my best friend have read all my dairy and the same time am emotional and happy that he read it.he is the last one who i wanted to read my dairy not from the bad side but i don't want him to think that am showing my admiration for him.i don't want him to feel obliged to give the same emotions that i have for him that's why i was afraid to give him my blog.without thinking i gave him my blog i swear i didn't mean to show him how he is dear to myself.itwas over me.really, i appreciate his comments and the way he treats me.thank you

olalalalalalala

hi, today i want talk about my best friend.today i met him in the chat i was so happy not cause i talked to him but also because i felt that i haden't lost our friendship and i believed in my hope to met him again even in chat.it means to me so much.i have no words to express it.it more than emotionel needs it's life that we are loosing cause jobs, globalization,wars, techno,money.for many poeple they can see me as dreamer but in fact, am insisting on my humanity, my right to feel , to be a humen.i want to live more than survive cause we can survive but it's hard to live.when you have time to see the sky and stars,to see the moonlight.simple things that can touch us in deep.thank you my god for everything.thank you

gooooooood news

hi, now i feel better my best friend answered me he was just busy.am happy i was worried that i can loose his friendship for nothing. he is my treasure after my family.my ex-fiance also told me that as he was unfair by the fate he was unfair with me, he knows that it's his fault cause i gave him many chances.for his brother he still has 4 month in jail and he has made a credit for 3 years.i told him i hope that you brother deserves this sarifice.in my deep, i hope he deserved cause it can gives hope to my ex-fiance to live his life again.i beg my god.now, we are in ramadn this holly month.this spiritual month.i like so much.thank you my god.

ramadan

hi, really i feel well when i write on my blog under the magic music of yurima.nothing new, still no answer from my friend.am happy that still 2 days for ramadan, this spiritual month in which allah gives us a chance to reread our deeds in try to start again.always, allah gives us a chance but in ramadan is diffrent.i hope that allah forgive me for my bad deeds in try not to do again.inchallah.

tired

hi, am fed up from everything.i don't like when i feel like this but really am fed up.no life, no job , no love even whom i call him my best friend didn't answered my messages even he visit facebook.am in chaoes.i feel a strorm inside me i can't even expect what i can do.am tired from my patience.i know i have to be strong but am tired.tired from everything.