memory

hi , i haven't written for a long time. i don't know what to say, well, i have a problem of remembering simples things like , for exemple, the name of some actors. i was discussing with my b friend about movies and he asked me about bernie mac mat,so, i said that i don't know him but in fact i know him but i have never seen his name or i haven't noticed his name in his sitecom or in his movies.so, am somehow upset cause i like his acting and i felt sorry for him when he died but what makes me upset why sometimes i feel like am losing my memory in unsuitable moments. i hope am not the only one who suffer from this problem ,really, it bother me.i need a trip to a far island not to runway but to rebuild myself.oooooooooh my god i need to realize my simple dreams am not looking for wealth or have the latest cellphone or.......

i just need a peaceful and useful life in the right path.thank you my god