sunshine

i don't know how to start.i cannot say i'm happy but for the first time i don't have the feeling of something missing inside me cause i meet my best friend after 5 years.for the first time , one of my dreams comes true as i have thought i won't see him again.i confess that no one was able to replace him , no one can feel me as he does , no one can give me hope like he does even if am not used to depend on someone but with him everything is diffrent. tomorrow inchallah he has an interview and i beg my god that he will pass.i know what am going to say now is weird or insane and even him cannot believe but i can sacrifice my life for him. i know he is not waiting my sacrifice but i want to say how dear to me.it's my sun.meeting him after all these years has made me more sure of his place in my heart and i'm right to have looked for him even after all these years.i feel that i want to fight and to proove him that am able to do many thing cause even if am not so dear to him but he cares .for me , to be in the backstage of his life and observing him is enough , of course , without leaving my life as i have promised him .