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hi, i can't say am sad but there is a deep sadness that doesn't avoid me to see how life is colourful even with some cloudy moment but it's life and that is it charm. i miss my best friend but he is so busy that he didn't answer my messages . he had sent me a message a week ago and an sms for the eid i was so happy. however, i feel sad cause we haven't spoken for a month since i went to tangier . i know i haven't to be greedy and selfish in my feeling toward the other but it's me. i can deny my care , i can't pretend to be ok cause he doesn't care about my messages as he was before . if i can do like he does that it's means i don't care and this fault.when i care i care from my deep but i have to respect the line that he did i can't across it cause i don't like to oblige the other to care for me too. i care and i don't wait the care of the other but in deep i hope that.anyway, am just outleting what bother me inside cause it my best friend but unfortunatly am not even a close friend ,however, we share ,as he told me, personals stuff. as i said before i want just to be in the backstage of his life but with my own life.miss you my best and god bless you.
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