joyful sadness

hi, today i want talk about a type of sadness that i call " joyful sadness".it means for me, a colorful sadness that doesn't need to be in dark room or wear black clothes or even have sad face , it's just feeling sad without loosing hope or the ability to feel and see the beauty around you.the sadness that gives you the mood to listen to chillout music or to go either to the sea or a walk in forest , to be in nature.sadness for me is not to cry or hate fate or even blame the other , it's Self-examination ,revision of my mistakes, to be more sure of my decisions and thoughts.the ability to save what remains for me, to give to myself a lesson , to know the wisdom of these experiences.

cherry ghost

hi, i gave today a song called "people help people" by cherry ghost.i like this song :

God knows what is hiding in that weak and drunken heart
I guess you kissed the girls and made them cry
those hardfaced queens of misadventure
God knows what is hiding in those weak and sunken eyes
a fiery throng of muted angels
giving love and getting nothing back
People help the people
and if your homesick, give me your hand and i'll hold it
people help the people
and nothing will drag you down
oh and if I had a brain, oh and if I had a brain
I'd be cold as a stone and rich as the fool
that turned, all those good hearts away
God knows what is hiding in that world of little consequence
behind the tears inside the lies
a thousand slowly dying sunsets
God knows what is hiding in those weak and drunken hearts
I guess the loneliness came knocking
No on needs to be alone, oh save me
People help the people
and if your homesick, give me your hand and i'll hold it
people help the people
nothing will drag you downoh and if I had a brain, oh and if I had a brain
I'd be cold as a stone and rich as the foolthat turned, all those good hearts away
People help the people
and if your homesick, give me your hand and I'll hold it
people help the people
nothing will drag you downoh and if I had a brain, oh and if I had a brain
I'd be cold as a stone and rich as the foolthat turned, all those good hearts away.

memory

hi , i haven't written for a long time. i don't know what to say, well, i have a problem of remembering simples things like , for exemple, the name of some actors. i was discussing with my b friend about movies and he asked me about bernie mac mat,so, i said that i don't know him but in fact i know him but i have never seen his name or i haven't noticed his name in his sitecom or in his movies.so, am somehow upset cause i like his acting and i felt sorry for him when he died but what makes me upset why sometimes i feel like am losing my memory in unsuitable moments. i hope am not the only one who suffer from this problem ,really, it bother me.i need a trip to a far island not to runway but to rebuild myself.oooooooooh my god i need to realize my simple dreams am not looking for wealth or have the latest cellphone or.......

i just need a peaceful and useful life in the right path.thank you my god

anyway

hi, today i give you a song called " anyway" by a country singer called martina mcbride.it's an amzing song even am not real fan of country music but i love some of them like dolly parton.it's says:

You can spend your whole life building something from nothing
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway
You can chase a dream that seems so out of reach and you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway
Chorus:
God is great, but sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray it doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway, I do it anyway
This world's gone crazy and it's hard to believe that tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart, for all the right reasons, and in a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway
Repeat Chorus
You can pour your soul out singing a song you believe in that tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang Sing it anyway,
yeah sing it anyway I sing, I dream, I love, anyway

this is the video of the song :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FdB5Adws78

poeeeeeeeeeeeeems

hi, today is the 15th of ramadan , the time runs fast.anyway, i give today a poem by unknown author.it's says :
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beautyOn the days you're feeling blue
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm findingAre impossible for me
I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,A friend who's always there.

and onther one by jenny yu :

You remind me of a flower,
Pretty, inside and outside.
A reason why people smile everyday,A gift to all.
You remind me of chocolate,
Luscious and sweet.
Someone people can turn to in crisis,
Loved by all.
You remind me of a teddy,
Cute and huggable.
Someone people feel comfortable with,
Special to all.
You remind me of a balloon,
Happy and bouncy.
Someone people can have fun with,
Enjoyed by all.
You remind me of a lot of things,
But nothing can compare to the real person,
A friend I can look up to,
Cherished by me.

blog

hi, i want to talk about the blog.for the first time, i was little a bit afraid to write on a blog.for 2 reasons.firstly, cause it's hard for me to outlet what i have inside also cause i don't know how to express my ideas.secondly, cause i was afraid from the goal of a blog.what is the positives and the negatives of a blog.so , i tried to read some blogs in order to understand the meaning and the aim of it.in fact, i find it a suitable way to express your idea without , necessary, identify who you are cause what is important is your subjects and the way of your writing.i know sometimes your ideas can be against ( that's the negative side) you but, in my view, you have to know the limit of the show.it's means, i don't have to write everything about my thoughts not to lie but to leave some for yourself as privacy . so, a blog , internet , tv , websites...etc.all these icones of globalization and development can be very vey useful for many poeple of all domain but can be a Serie killer for those who use it in bad way to destroy and kill person's life.

genghis khan's movie

hi , today i want to talk about genghis khan's movie who is nominated to the oscar.i really want to see the movie cause it's about genghis khan who is an historical leader and there are many stories and sypnossis about his character and his life.so , i was always intersting on the controversial Personalities where we can find a huge stories about them but no true facts about theirs real life, which is due to some political Interests.we don't know the real reasons of history's Falsification .so , i hope to see it soon cause am so curious to see the new view about his life.