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hi, today it was big surprise for me i enter to msn to talk with my friend and i found an old friend that we had a relationship.i had suffered and hurted from this relationship and i consider it as a bad memory in my life.as friend is nice but as lover is very bad.it was my mistake that in the weaker moment i accepted him.it was the first and the last time i felt this weakness in this way and to make decesion in weakness moment.also, it was the first and the last time that i heard the opinion of my friends to have relationship.i felt he was wondering if i still single and directly i told him i was in couple but we have problems.never i can return to him as lover never.but what make me upset is that t didn't want him in facebook but he asked me and i cannot deny is shame and also he will find there my best friend which is a little bit odd for him.so, what the next days are hiding.