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hi, am still in the same mood, very baaaaaaaaaaaaad.there is a storm inside me , tornedo that blows inside my head.i don't know what to do to outlet this bad feeling.i know i need someone in my life that why i fell empty but i don't want to depend on someone cause am not used to.i fell lonely and unuseful that kill me inside everyday.i have a big energy that i don't want to lose but as there is a stone in my way that avoid me to move on and am fighting to move it from my way and it needs a huge power and faith.writing these words and expressing my feeling gives me way to realize the source of my sadness.i need to travel but i don't have money cause i haven't found a job so am like in jail waiting a miracle that can give me chance to be free from this jail inside me.i pray god and i believe, oneday, he will make my dream true.thank you my god.