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mercredi 30 juillet 2008

angeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer

hi, i gave a writing about anger this illiness that lives with us. by sri chonmoy library.
Sri Chinmoy: Anger is a great obstacle. The after-effect of anger is frustration and depression. We should take anger as a thief. Its very nature is to steal. We have love inside us and it is our treasure. If we allow anger, the thief, to enter into us, then it will immediately steal our inner treasure. When this happens we must immediately call the police. That is to say, when anger assails us we must cry inwardly for deep aspiration to come to the fore and chase away our anger. If we love someone, we cannot get angry; but for the time being we have lost our love. In order to regain our love, we have to call our aspiration-police to save our most precious love-treasure.
Again, when anger comes to us we have to feel that it is something that is breaking us. We have come into the world to build. If we build something, then only will the world appreciate and admire us. So we have to see which qualities build our nature. Love and peace build our real life; anger only destroys.

Anger says: "I can destroy The whole world." Peace says: "Not when I work Inside you.
-
Sri Chinmoy

"When angry count to ten before you speak.If very angry, count to one hundred."
- Thomas Jefferson

mardi 29 juillet 2008

yasalaaaaaaaaaaam

hi, today i give another poem called "my dear dream" by janet kavitha.it says :
Dream of sea,
Dream of ships,
Dream of huge ocean,
Dream of men in unifom Its my dream,
dream so different,
Dream so new,
dream of dark sky up above,
Dream of sea so calm,
dream of sea roaring,
Its my sweet dream.
Dream of men in white,
in white applet,
Dream of be one with them,
Dream so sweet, wonderfull,
specail, close to my heart, I
ts my sweet dream.
Dreaming to get my dreams happen.
Its my sweet dream.

dimanche 27 juillet 2008

chooooooooooooooooooooooooo

hi,today i just want to say that am better .i don't have what say.silence

samedi 26 juillet 2008

a funny poem

hi, today is sunny day so i gave a funny poem called " a wound in my heart" by Judith Redmount .it says :

A smile on my face
A wound in my heart
A painted happiness
On an unlucky cart
Perfect formulated answers
Outside to be read
Inside tears and questions
Broken, fear and sad
Happiness outspoken
Shine in brought daylight
Trembling of the tongue
To the public out of sight
Unwrap the bright future
Drowning in my voice
Goodbye to all fairness
A new start, a new choice

vendredi 25 juillet 2008

khalil jabran

hi, today i agve a poem called "talking" by khalil jabran my favorite poet and writer.it says :

And then a scholar said, 'Speak of Talking.'
And he answered, saying:
You talk when you cease to be at peace with your thoughts;
And when you can no longer dwell in the solitude of your heart you live in your lips, and sound is a diversion and a pastime.
And in much of your talking, thinking is half murdered.
For thought is a bird of space, that in a cage of words many indeed unfold its wings but cannot fly.
There are those among you who seek the talkative through fear of being alone.
The silence of aloneness reveals to their eyes their naked selves and they would escape.
And there are those who talk, and without knowledge or forethought reveal a truth which they themselves do not understand.
And there are those who have the truth within them, but they tell it not in words.
In the bosom of such as these the spirit dwells in rhythmic silence.
When you meet your friend on the roadside or in the market place, let the spirit in you move your lips and direct your tongue.
Let the voice within your voice speak to the ear of his ear;
For his soul will keep the truth of your heart as the taste of the wine is remembered When the color is forgotten and the vessel is no more.

jeudi 24 juillet 2008

pictures from korea

hi , today i agve some pictures from korea that i love to visit.i hope that realize.


















mardi 22 juillet 2008

thanks my god

hi, i haven't write for 2 days cause it was some problems in connexion in my country.i miss my blog.am better then the 2 adys ago but am still confused.i have found a job for teaching informatique for a woman whom is a friend of my best friend bouchra.so , am happy and afraid cause i like to do a perfect job and teaching is a hard work cause you have to teach the right way or you can make a big mistake that can go on to the other people.am preparing now the lessons. i hope i succed in my job my god.thank you my god.

samedi 19 juillet 2008

help

hi, today i feel better than yesterday.i know there is one thing that really i want to do is to immagrate to korea . but i need to find job here in order to gather money.besides , i have to plan what i want to do there.i know i like the handcraft , music everything has relation with art.also , to teach frensh , arabic or english even i hate teaching but is the only way to work there.i can't move there without being sure of my steps and my target.it is hard decision still in my mind but it is the only way to proove to myself and the other that i have capacity and still time to realize my dream even am 29 years old.i pray my god to make thing clear for me in order to take a decision.it depend on fate.my god help me.

vendredi 18 juillet 2008

oooooooooooooooof

hi, am still in the same mood, very baaaaaaaaaaaaad.there is a storm inside me , tornedo that blows inside my head.i don't know what to do to outlet this bad feeling.i know i need someone in my life that why i fell empty but i don't want to depend on someone cause am not used to.i fell lonely and unuseful that kill me inside everyday.i have a big energy that i don't want to lose but as there is a stone in my way that avoid me to move on and am fighting to move it from my way and it needs a huge power and faith.writing these words and expressing my feeling gives me way to realize the source of my sadness.i need to travel but i don't have money cause i haven't found a job so am like in jail waiting a miracle that can give me chance to be free from this jail inside me.i pray god and i believe, oneday, he will make my dream true.thank you my god.

jeudi 17 juillet 2008

ahhhhhhhhh

hi, am saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad and confused. idon't know what happen to me , i don't know the source of my sadness.i usually know the reason of my sadness but this time , i can't understand my sadness.there are a lot of reason but when i think in each of them i realize that is not the real reason.perhapes i need to travel far away to reorginize my thoughts.yhe dream to travel to korea ahhhh.to have your own life that you share with your love and your friend.i have them but the love is a ghost.anyway, am fighting to protect my thoughts and my rules.my god will help me.

mercredi 16 juillet 2008

puuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuf

hi, today i gave a nother korean poem called " wonderer" by mok-wol park.it says :
Over the ferry,
Along the corn-field path,
A wanderer goesAs the moonin the clouds
A single road stretchesA thousand miles southward.
Twilight over a riverside villageWhere wine is mellow.
The wanderer goesAs the moonin the clouds.

it is a small poem but has a big meaning.
i don't fell well these days i fell so sad and confused . am become upset when i fell unable to make decision or stuff are not clear for me. i pray my god to make clear these things cause i don't want to hurt anyone.

lundi 14 juillet 2008

am very sad

hi , today i gave a korean poem called " hills sorround me " by Mok-Wol Pak .it's says :

The hills surround me, and
Tell me to live my life,
Sowing the seeds,
Tilling the land.
Build a house below a hill,
Bear sons, bear daughters;
Plant pumpkins along the mud walls.
Live like wild roses,
Live like wormwood.
The hills surround me,
andTell me to live like clouds,
Tell me to live like winds;
Life will soon wan like the moon.
am sad that my best friend didn't send me messsage to tell me thanks for asking about him .am not waiting his thanks but i appreciate if he did.

dimanche 13 juillet 2008

no air

hi, yesterday i was unable to write cause i was busy in homework.for my best friend he is alright he's just enjoying his vacations.thanks my god that my dad come back safe from visiting my grandfather as he is ill.thank you my god for everything.today , i gave a lyrics of a beautiful song called " no air" song by jordin sparks and chris brown.it's says :

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air No air, air (Ohhh)
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
So how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air No air, air (Oohhh)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
No breathing (No breathing)
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air No air, air (Ohhh)

vendredi 11 juillet 2008

rain

hi , am happy that my friend was just in vacation.but i hoped that he sent me a massage just to say he is good as i found him in facebook today but......... anyway, i asked about him.i gave today another korean poem called "Sound of Rain " by Yo-Han Ju .it says :

It is raining.
The night quietly spreads its feathers.
The rain murmurs in the garden.
Like a chick lisping furtively.
the hazy moon becamae wan and
Warm winds began too breathe
As the spring flowed from the sun.
And it is raining this dark night.
It is raining.T
he rain arrives like a kind guest.
I open the window to receive him.
The rain falls, murmuring and unseen.
It is raining on the garden,The window and the roof.
The rain falls,Bringing secret glad tidings to my heart.

jeudi 10 juillet 2008

korean qote

hi, i still haven't any news about my friend and am worried. i gave a korean love qote.it says :


although i wanted to come closer,
i couldn‘t possible go closer
because the more i come closer,
i felt like the more you will drift from me
if i come closer..
if i do,
i felt like you will leave me forever
that‘s why i couldn‘t be closer
after you left, those pain and lonliness...
i didn’t think I would be able to handle it
so although I wanted to come closer,
I didn’t dare come closer
Rather than having one moment where I am close to you and letting you go away from me forever,
Although we may be some distance away,
I wanted to be at a place where I would always be able to see you .
"In my eyes...
The saying that you're the only one I see.
..That, I believe is a lie
...In my eyes, I see a lot of people...
But, throughout that group of people,
I only search for you.
There's no such thing as the perfect guy.
And there's no such thing as the perfect girl.
But only a less than perfect guy
And a less than perfect girl
can make a perfect love.

mercredi 9 juillet 2008

sadness

hi, am not fine these days my best friend hasn't appeared in facebook for 5 days and am worried for him.i know i shoudn't be but he lives in new york and there life is hard.i hope he is well.god bless him.today i gave you a korean poem called "River waters of sorrow " by Midang So Chong-Ju.it says :

Somewhere, drizzle is falling
like tears shed by one kept from coming,
a twilight river flowing soundless. . .
only red red tears
soaked in dark crimson,
even when I try to smile,
by day, by night, at roadsides, too,
river waters of sorrow flow on,
ever surging on my brow. . .
in spring or on winter nights when lamps are lit.

mardi 8 juillet 2008

qotes

hi,am sorry i didn't write yesterday cause i was ill. i gave today some qotes that i love.
Fear less, hope more;Whine less, breathe more;Talk less, say more;Hate less, love more;And all good things are yours.

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow."

"Every time you wake up and ask yourself, "What good things am I going to do today?", remember that when the sun goes down at sunset, it will take a part of your life with it."

Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower.

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
A memory lasts forever. Never does it die.True friends stay together.And never say goodbye.

A man should choose a friend who is better than himself. There are plenty of acquaintances in the world; but very few real friends.

"The road to a friend's house is never long."

Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything."

I always read the last page of a book first so that if I die before I finish I'll know how it turned out.

dimanche 6 juillet 2008

a korean poem

hi , today i gave you a poem called " the silence of love" its a korean poem written by han youg'un:

Love is gone, gone is my love.
Tearing himself away from me he has gone
on a little path that stretches in the splendor of
a green hill into the autumn-tinted forest.
Our last oath, shining and enduring
like a gold-mosaicked flower,
has turned to cold ashes, blown away
in the breath of wind.
I remember his poignant first kiss and its memory
has wrought a complete change in my destiny,
then withdrawn into oblivion.
I hear not his sweet voice; I see not his fair looks.
Since it is human to love, I, alert, dreaded a
parting to come when we met.
The separation came so suddenly
it broke my heart with renewed sorrow.
Yet, I know parting can only destroy our love if
it causes futile tears to fall.
I would rather transfer the surge of this sorrow
onto the summit of hopefulness.
As we dread parting when we meet, so,
we promise to meet again when we part.
Though my love is gone, I am not parted from love;
an untiring love-song envelops the silence of love.

samedi 5 juillet 2008

music

hi, today i gave you e poem about music this karma that gives sirinity to life.it's written by rangarajan kazhiyur mannar :

Music

A mixture of sound and silence
Artistic release in time, the essence
Alluring beauty avowedly delivered
At best, music is simply divine!
Good music moves our hearts
Great music cleanses our minds
Grand music uplifts our spirits
Gracious music indeed excels
Mundane worries consigned away
Music keeps the masses enthralled
Mystic saints’ melodious music
Mesmerized even the Gods!
Mellowed cow milks more & more
Music to ears turns it a philanthropist
Music therapy to the miserable
Manifests in salvation- a revelation
Melody transforming the audience
Music equates earth with heaven
Mesmerized souls with moist eyes
Muse over the theme time and again
Music can bring about rain
Music can unshackle the mind
Music can well alleviate pain
Music is simply divine!

jeudi 3 juillet 2008

beauty

hi, today i gave you a poem about beauty it's called god's gift written by heather mirassou:

Beauty of Love
Beauty of You
Beauty of Me
Beauty of Kindness
Beauty of Forgiveness B
eauty of Healing
Beauty of Innocence
Beauty of Silence
Beauty of Song
Beauty of Land
Beauty of Roots
Beauty of Growth
Beauty of Rose Petals
Beauty of Grapevines
Beauty of being Alive
Beauty of Prayer
Beauty of Heaven and Earth
thank you my god

mercredi 2 juillet 2008

ooops

hi, today it was big surprise for me i enter to msn to talk with my friend and i found an old friend that we had a relationship.i had suffered and hurted from this relationship and i consider it as a bad memory in my life.as friend is nice but as lover is very bad.it was my mistake that in the weaker moment i accepted him.it was the first and the last time i felt this weakness in this way and to make decesion in weakness moment.also, it was the first and the last time that i heard the opinion of my friends to have relationship.i felt he was wondering if i still single and directly i told him i was in couple but we have problems.never i can return to him as lover never.but what make me upset is that t didn't want him in facebook but he asked me and i cannot deny is shame and also he will find there my best friend which is a little bit odd for him.so, what the next days are hiding.

mardi 1 juillet 2008

alone

hi,yesterday i didn't write cause i was busy.i gave a poem about lonliness.it's written by james fumich.it's says:

inspired from Tom Bennett's 'Alone'
Alone to cry
Alone to smile
Alone to die
And all the while
I'm Alone to wander
And Alone to live
Alone to ponder
What should have been
Alone to discover
A world full of pain
Alone with no mother
To chase away
The fears that i dream o
f things that i should not say
But I'm Alone with my dreams
Alone each and every day
Alone to live
Alone to learn
Alone in joy
Alone in hurt
Alone in morning
Afternoon and the night A
lone without knowing
Alone in life
Alone I was born
And alone I will die
Alone walking through life
Alone Without pride
How are you satisfied
Living life like you do
When you know there
is some one out there Who could use a friend like you
No one will know how I live
No one will know who I am
No one will know how i felt
No one will ever give a damn
It’s no fun to be alone
To do everything on your own
To live with no recognition
No one to share my pride with
Wanting to have someone
To live my life with
But for now...
I will continue alone
And all alone... I am always alone.