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mercredi 30 avril 2008

why

hi , today i heard the song of nelly furtado called "all good things come to the end".she has right through my experience , always good things in your life is short.why?why the worst things is longer than the good thing.it's just as dream.why when we enjoy a moment it ends so quickly.it's just emotional or it's real.sometimes , i feel afraid to be happy cause the feeling after the end of happiness is so hard so , i am afraid to lose this happiness.but i start to enjoy my happiness whithout thinking what come after.when i am with my family,usually,i think one day i will miss my family cause we will die.or some of us will die and i will miss to be with him or her.it will become a souvenir.so , i stop enjoying my time.now, i try not to think like this cause it' avoid me to enjoy my moments that will make me feel regret cause i will punish myself of losing the chance to enjoy my time.i try my best not to follow this bad feelings.today is sunny.thank god

mardi 29 avril 2008

Sincerity

hi , i was seeing an interview in which journalist Complaining for beeing deceived by an artist which is also his friend.I wonder how a person can deceives his surrounding and can kill his Conscience in order to acheive his aim.really , i imagine how could you be unfaithfull with your partener,friend or your family.it's very hard to support this feeling, Specially, when the other doesn't deserves this deeds.the rihanna's song called "unfaithfull" describes very well the feeling of Traitor.so , who reads these words and he's deceiving the other please this is your chance to change. in the end , you are the looser cause you lose yourself before loosing the other.the song says :
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
don't wanna be...A murderer
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
don't wanna do thisAnymoreUh
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
don't wanna be...A murderer (a murderer)

lundi 28 avril 2008

what's going on

hi , for these days i don't i find myself able to outlet what i have inside.that is why i try to express myself through songs that effect on me. somtimes i feel like am hypnotise , i want to do a small project and i have so many ideas but am unable to start and to choose an idea.i don't know realy am confused like am waiting somthing that avoid me to start anything.i like to make crafts and it is my inspiration for my project.regardless, i am fighting i don't want to be morbid by these feelings.i wish to be free from this emotion's prison.i hope so . i beg my god.thank you

dimanche 27 avril 2008

a song of life

i have for today a song that i love so much and that i would like to share with you.it is song by sinead o'connor called "nothing compares 2 u".it express so many emotions.

It's been seven hours and fifteen days

Since u took your love away

I go out every night and sleep

all day Since u took your love away

Since u been gone I can do whatever I want

I can see whomever I choose

I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant But nothing

said nothing can take away these blues

`Cause nothing compares

Nothing compares 2 u

It's been so lonely without u here

Like a bird without a song

Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling

Tell me baby where did I go wrong

could put my arms around every boy I see

But they'd only remind me of you

I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me

Guess what he told me

He said girl u better have fun

No matter what u do

But he's a fool `

Cause nothing compares

Nothing compares 2 u

All the flowers that u planted, mama

In the back yard

All died when u went away

I know that living with u baby was sometimes hard

But I'm willing to give it another try

Nothing compares

Nothing compares 2 u .

samedi 26 avril 2008

very sorry

hi today i haven't found things that i can't talk about cause i have some problems in the modification of my blog.am sorry for today

vendredi 25 avril 2008

am i wrong ?

hi, it is hard to be strong and patient to be weak and hardworker to be sad and happy.i don't know i have all these emotions in the same time.but i know the source of this empty that is am jobless unuseful.i am trying to do somthing but am looser.my problem is that i am unable to do somthing that i don't like i see arround me i found the majority are making things that they don't like and they are going on.but for me it is impossible.we have one life why am going to do things that i don't like.it's very hard for me to do.does money desrves to do things for it just to have it?always i like to do what i want what i need.studies for me is pleasure for my soul not to get marks.job for me is way to be useful to my society and for myself.money is important but not to the extend to sell my life.why such paper has this big impact on us.why it manages our life our dreams.like tracy chapman said money is paper and ink.really i need to work i need mony in order to help my family but i cannot do work that i don't like at least.so, am i wrong? am wrong cause i my life is so imprtant for me and i appreciate what god has given to me.life

jeudi 24 avril 2008

after birthady

really yesterday it was odd it was my birthday and i received a call for one of my best friend that i didn't expect to remember my birthday day cause i didn't see for 3 years and during these years she hadn't call me cause i was in trip.so , when i came back i called her since then i call her and yesterday she called me and it was nice surprise cause she living some problems and even this she remembered my day.i was so happy.my other best friend gave as gift a delicious birthday's cake that she bought to me plus a gift.i was happy not for the gift but for the care of my friends.it is unique.but what is strange that besides all these nice surprises and the care of my friends i felt sad , somthing missing in me like i was waiting somthing to happen , somthing didn't let me to enjoy my happiness.really , i feel confused. i wanted to cry but i couldn't.thank god what can i say.i know i have a gap inside me but am trying to submit by the care of my parents and my best friends cause they are the real tresure and of course my brothers and my sister.

mercredi 23 avril 2008

happy birthday.

hi , am sorry for yesterday i was unable to write i was so dizy.today is my birthday.it should be special as for almost people but for me is an ordinary day.every year , i hoped that my birthday whould be special but unfortunatly it'isnt.why this day should be special? only cause it's a birthday or it's the judgement's day,in which, you can know who really loves you.as to remember, is proove of love and care.so it is the day in which you know the love's level of your sourraounding.who cares about you to level that he knows your birthday and among all the issues of life he can remember your day.so , i think it means alot.from this side i think am lucky cause i have real friends not cause they remember my birthday but cause they are good friends even we are somehow far they still remember me and for me i don't forget anyone cause all of them are in my heart.that is the real gift for me the love of your friends and your parents with the bless of god.

lundi 21 avril 2008

oooooooooooolala

it was hard for me today to write cause am so ill.am so confused so sad. things that made by others and you are judged really i don' t understand.but as i said before, nothing can changes my emotions and my ideas.i still the same even somtimes i fell depressed but it is way to stand up again and fight.this life fight for your life but without victimes , which means,not to build your life above the other's life.thank you for today

dimanche 20 avril 2008

am ill

mmmmmmmm, today i don't know what to say cause am ill i have flou.i have found a site for earning money.i don't know if it si true but i tried in order to discover if it is true.if someone has curiosity to know about this site you can go to :
they pay by :
anyway , just as i say in my first message i want to share with you all thing that i know about what i life.cause this exchange of information make a person more aware and more selfopen to the others views.i hope one day , i will find commenteries in my blog cause nothing until now.it is very important for me the views of the others about me and my blog in order to improve myself and my blog.thank god and thank you.

samedi 19 avril 2008

why bijoux

hi today i will talk about the name of my blog which is "bijoux" or jewerly.first, i have choosen this name cause i like to make accessories.secendly, cause life is like jewerly that is means that from anything you can make beautiful things.no matter the size and the shape of pieces .with little bit of our potential spirit that god gives and the power of our faith you can create a masterpice.what i want to say,no matter your experieces were bad or good or shrt or long.what is imprortant is how can we benifit from these experiences.to create from bad effect a good effect that will push to face a new experiences with power and responsibility.i know that for many people these words are words.but am saying this from my experience that am still living.am jobless.am 29 years old, i haven't made true anythings from my dreams, i was ill cause depression without visitig doctor.so , what can a person like me do or say.even all these reasons and failure, i still have faith and hope that i will destroy this failure cause it was over me.i have never wanted to be loke this , but, some problem's family werethe cause of all my problems.thank god for everything , i know there is wisome.thank you

vendredi 18 avril 2008

hope

hi everybody ,today i don't feel either upset or happy i can express what i feel but i know one thing that am usless.yesterday , i tried to sell accessories but i failles perhaps cause it is the first time or am not enough good to be Saleswoman who is selling her products cause these accessories were made by me.but am optemestic so i will try again cause i believe in god and in my potentiel.i know that anyone read my messages will feel bored but just give chance to you to read between lines cause you will find part of you here cause everybody has succes and failure.so, waht i want to say is there is always a chance that god gives us.so , i believe that tomorrow will be fine.thank you.the website of today is :

jeudi 17 avril 2008

thank you

bonjour tout le monde , hi everybody in my blog you can write either in english or frensh.i want to show you this website for cooking because he gives the right way to many recipes tha we use everday and also for the femous recipes.besides it gives you the techniques for cooking with pictures.it is a frensh website but even if you don't know fresh, you can undesrstand through recipe's pictures.i know that my blog is not perfect and strange but through my these small messages and the list of websites that i show in my blog you can have an idea about me.i want just share what i love and waht i want to do.my life is so calme that there is nothing excitng in my life but i have, in my point of view, the faith in god that gives me hope that one day my life will change for better and to have a role in the society because what makes feel usless is that i don't have any role in life and to do something that makes my parent and my family proud of me.but am patient because i beleive in god which is enough for me to have the power an d energy to try to change my life.am sorry for my english but i love to express in english.thank you.this the website of cooking :chefsimon.com

mercredi 16 avril 2008

About Me

About Me
this is my web site

sorry

i have made am mistake in may introduction instead to write my i had made may.besides i want to discuss the issues of young people.the right way to choose your future caree.everybody dream to become a doctor or something make belongs to the high level of society.why we have the universal dream.there are so many creatives jobs that give chance to think,create,outlet what you have inside you to give birth to a masterpiece.that is the theme of my blog is all about things made by our energy.handcrafts ,Accessories anything made by hands.thank you

welcome to my blog

i am happy that is the first time am making my blog i am little bit confused but i hope that i will be able to manage my my blog.thank you