ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

aigoo,the light still red.

i miss you so much my dear friend

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red and red red light.............................. :(

reeeeeeeeeeeeeeed light

aigoo, the light still red. i miss him sooooooooo much but from one hand , i think is better because i will be used not to talk to him because oneday inchallah he will go abroad or he will get married or in relationship so, i will be used not to talk to him.really , i want to go far away....................

thank you my god for everything.

aigooooo

aigoo, the light still red.i know i am crazy to wait my friend each day for 5 or 6 hours just to see the green light.but it's me i care or i don't care.is he sooooooo busy?is he busy and still angry with me ? is he busy and tired? is he busy and busy and ....... i hope he is just busy and not angry from me even if i think as he is busy the last thing to think about it is me and my crazy ideas.aigoo, aigoo..
i miss sooooooooo much my busy best friend

painful hope

aigooo, ................nothing today. i am living a painful hope. the light still red and to have a hope that he is going to talk to me is painful because each day i hope to see the green light so, you wait and wait ...........in the end , red light.......... is red light. so, you become sadder than yesterday, so........ it is a painful hope.
aigooooooo my dear friend.

happy bithday to me and happy birthday to mum's best friend

aigooooooooo, today is my birhtday......... tomorrow is the birthday of my best friend's mother so i say " happy birthday to you". i hoped if he had rememberd my birthday but he has problem with dates.if it had happened it will like the emotion that i had felt when my mother's aunt gave me a musical box when i was 12 years old it was the thing that i always had dreamed to have but i have never say it before.so, when i had seen the musical box i cried and since then , i have never felt that feeling again.anyway, life goes on............... :( :)

i'm on strike

i'm on strike untill my best friend forgive me.today , i have spent 6 hours waiting to see the green light on his statut not to talk to him because i have promised him not to talk untill he talks.seeing the green light give a hope and i don't feel alone even if i haven't talked to him.i know , i'm crazy person but it's a choice for me not a waste of time.i can be busy and i'm too but nothing can replace the imprtance of my best friend in my life.