i came back

haaaaaaaaaaaaaa , my dear blog i miss you.today i brought a lyrics of linkin park's song called " leave out all the rest ".

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest


Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know


When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are


When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

" rejetable friend"

i want to talk about a thing that has made me laugh.it's not a big deal but i wanted to mentioned to myself.it was a birthday of one of my friends , it's a not a close one but in any event or celebration i'm used to sent greeting to all people that i know.so, i was the first one who sent him birthday's greeting on facebook. so, what have made me laugh is that he has sent thanks to all his friends that have greeted him except me." oooooooooooooops".i think i'm invisible : ) .

most of the time i wish if i could return to my old character.i girl with endeless smile ' i'm still' but in the past i used to hide all my feelings and emotions. i was living into not out and i'm still but less than before.most of people when you treat them with kindness , they consider you either a weak or stupid person or someone has nothing to do.for me , a weak person is unable to make a choice , unable to be responsible of its mistakes , unable to be patient and unable to decide.

i don't like to say a good person but i prefer to say a person with good intentions.in fact, " good person" for me, is the one whatever you can make to him he will be like" an angel" with you and that 's"oooooooooops"incredible.however, a person with good intentions, can be angry or hurted or upset or even can hate you but in the end , he won't be able to make bad thing to you..not becuase he cannot but he doesn't want to do it.i think most of people like to be treated as "camera rejetable" in frensh it means that they can be used just once.in other words, persons who likes to have fun with them but as long they are present, so, when they went theirs job is finished.unfortuntaly, i cannot treat people like this not cause i can't but cause i'm humen being and it's has no meaning for me.

happy valentine's day

happy valentine's day for lovers.i want to say that valentine should be everyday .in each problem that couples can face.it's not a flower or box of choclate.it's how to go on in couple and how to respect each other. it's more than affection for the other , it's how to build a friendship into the relationship.it's more than say ' i love you'.it's how to make each single day as the first time. how to share not only feeling but also the goal.to exchange her world with his world and make one kingdom.it's just to treat each other as humen being and as you soulmate.it's so simple but it's needs a true heart and a true hand to take a lifetime journey with the true person.

enfinnnnn

i'm glad and part of my worries has come down cause my brother has found a job and seeing a brightness in his eyes makes me feel like a huge stone was over my back.i was very worried about my brother's futur but now, thank you my god. even for my parents , i see in theirs eyes a hope and ability to move on.thank you my god.

: )

is it normal to be used to be alone ?
i don't have the feeling of needing someone in my life like i have lost the ability of feeling. it's hard when i feel like this. i just need to observe without talking. perhaps , i just need to spend a day on beach.sitting , walking and listening to my music.am neither sad nor happy but i thank my god for what i have, even for many people i don't have nothing , but i thank my god so much for giving me life and the power to stand again no matter how i feel now.
thank you my god and i send a big hugs to my best friend. ; )

when a woman cheats

by chance i have found this document about a woman who has cheated her beloved.it was intersting cause the woman was the cheater.a woman is an emotional person so it's hard to see her cheating someone who loves and treats her well.even for her reaction toward cheating is diffrent.when a real woman cheat her beloved she cannot go on on in the relationship cause it kills her inside.besides, her way to punish herself is to go away from her beloved even if she can be forgiven she can't forgive herself.when 2 persons love each other they cannot lie cause theirs conscience avoid them to hide feelings.

http://www.scribd.com/doc/1037/No-one-to-blame-but-myself

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i want to speak about an annoucment that i have read in yahoo about a weird job make it by austrian tourism which is to be a gardian of an austrian island.the salary is 1000 euros per hour !!!!

you have to be a good swimmer , speaking and writing english very well as the futur gardian will post pictures and comments in the insland's blog. this offer is open to all and the cv should be posted in website if this island. it's an amzing job but why the austrlian tourism has opened this strange offer for all people over the world ?

"living in island " sounds perfet when you feel that everything is a fake. to go faraway is the solution when you cannot accept some stuff and in the same time not to bother the other by your crazy thoughts. really, i hope if i can do it. i don't want to runway but i have nothing to stay for expect my family.if they accept then i can go with their blessing.it's a dream ............. i beg my god to make it true.