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hi, it was a hard day cause i have accidentelly poured a glass of water over my keyboread.so i waited my brother to buy one as it's night and ramadan noone is openned just his friend.i was very angry but now am less angry :( cause google doesn't want to work now.anyway,i have nothing to say today cause am unable to think or to realize what is happening. :(

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i don't know but am worried about him but i can't do anything just wait to answer my message.i don't want to impose myself.he left a comment in facebook that he is tired and he needs to rest.i hope it's just physical rest.i don't want to bother him with my questions even i consider him as my best friend but i don't have right to insist on him cause This is one of his fiancée would have the right to do so.There are limits that i must not exceed.so, i will wait.:(

poems

hi, what to say no words.i miss .........anyway, i gave a poem by Brittani Kokko.it says :

Standing by,All the way.
Here to help you through your day.
Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.
Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.
Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend.

there is another one by Autymn Skillings :

There's nothing as nice as someone who shares,your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares,someone who's there through your good times and tears,who stays by your side as your friend through the years.

songs

hi. i gave a lyrics of a song that i like called "drops in the ocean" by the storm.it says :
As we walk in the morning light
always looking for forgiveness
in our hearts
As we hide in the garden ever after
we will never give a reason
there is always something better
But I know
that there will never be someone quite like you and I
you promise
that no one never will come between the two of us
the two of us
I'll be there through all of your worries
i will stand through all of your tears
Just when you think that hope
it has left you for another
don't you cry, baby don't you cry
Some might say we are breaver than brave
but it's a matter of believing in your heart
It's such a shame
that you don't know what you're missing
'till it's gone
I've been told that nothing will last forever
But I know
that there will never be someone quite like you and I
you promise
that no one never will come between the two of us
the two of us
I'll be there through all of your worries
i will stand through all of your tears
Just when you think that hope
it has left you for another
don't you cry, baby don't you cry.

i added another lyrics of a song which i have no words for it.it's called ha mang yeo by alessandro safina.it's the ost of korean drama called "dae jang geum".really, it makes me cry even it hard for me to cry but it's an emotional song.this is the transaltion of the song in english:

Icy shades of blue
I’ve been true to you
Shaped my world on “soon”
Prayed to ghostly moons
Deep and dark it preys
Bleak and stark, in greys
Love’s a shark at bay
Til your heart’s betrayed
Oh, the curse of men and war
My hero’s cry is empty, forlorn
(But) in the silence I conceed
(sic)My heart can’t flee
This hopeless dream must be or vanish
Foolish love

Once you promised distant shore
And oe’r the waves you’d lift me once more
Now my pain brings no reward
Your fate’s bound and sworn
From afar I wish you near
And with each breath, I tremble with fear
For in spite of how I bleed
My heart can’t flee
This hopeless dream must be or vanish
Foolish love
[End segment (sic)]My heart can’t fleeThis foolish love.
if want to hear the song :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmlKtBPbIAc

happy

hi, really am shocked , i feel ashame cause my best friend have read all my dairy and the same time am emotional and happy that he read it.he is the last one who i wanted to read my dairy not from the bad side but i don't want him to think that am showing my admiration for him.i don't want him to feel obliged to give the same emotions that i have for him that's why i was afraid to give him my blog.without thinking i gave him my blog i swear i didn't mean to show him how he is dear to myself.itwas over me.really, i appreciate his comments and the way he treats me.thank you

olalalalalalala

hi, today i want talk about my best friend.today i met him in the chat i was so happy not cause i talked to him but also because i felt that i haden't lost our friendship and i believed in my hope to met him again even in chat.it means to me so much.i have no words to express it.it more than emotionel needs it's life that we are loosing cause jobs, globalization,wars, techno,money.for many poeple they can see me as dreamer but in fact, am insisting on my humanity, my right to feel , to be a humen.i want to live more than survive cause we can survive but it's hard to live.when you have time to see the sky and stars,to see the moonlight.simple things that can touch us in deep.thank you my god for everything.thank you

gooooooood news

hi, now i feel better my best friend answered me he was just busy.am happy i was worried that i can loose his friendship for nothing. he is my treasure after my family.my ex-fiance also told me that as he was unfair by the fate he was unfair with me, he knows that it's his fault cause i gave him many chances.for his brother he still has 4 month in jail and he has made a credit for 3 years.i told him i hope that you brother deserves this sarifice.in my deep, i hope he deserved cause it can gives hope to my ex-fiance to live his life again.i beg my god.now, we are in ramadn this holly month.this spiritual month.i like so much.thank you my god.