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is it normal to be used to be alone ?
i don't have the feeling of needing someone in my life like i have lost the ability of feeling. it's hard when i feel like this. i just need to observe without talking. perhaps , i just need to spend a day on beach.sitting , walking and listening to my music.am neither sad nor happy but i thank my god for what i have, even for many people i don't have nothing , but i thank my god so much for giving me life and the power to stand again no matter how i feel now.
thank you my god and i send a big hugs to my best friend. ; )

when a woman cheats

by chance i have found this document about a woman who has cheated her beloved.it was intersting cause the woman was the cheater.a woman is an emotional person so it's hard to see her cheating someone who loves and treats her well.even for her reaction toward cheating is diffrent.when a real woman cheat her beloved she cannot go on on in the relationship cause it kills her inside.besides, her way to punish herself is to go away from her beloved even if she can be forgiven she can't forgive herself.when 2 persons love each other they cannot lie cause theirs conscience avoid them to hide feelings.

http://www.scribd.com/doc/1037/No-one-to-blame-but-myself

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i want to speak about an annoucment that i have read in yahoo about a weird job make it by austrian tourism which is to be a gardian of an austrian island.the salary is 1000 euros per hour !!!!

you have to be a good swimmer , speaking and writing english very well as the futur gardian will post pictures and comments in the insland's blog. this offer is open to all and the cv should be posted in website if this island. it's an amzing job but why the austrlian tourism has opened this strange offer for all people over the world ?

"living in island " sounds perfet when you feel that everything is a fake. to go faraway is the solution when you cannot accept some stuff and in the same time not to bother the other by your crazy thoughts. really, i hope if i can do it. i don't want to runway but i have nothing to stay for expect my family.if they accept then i can go with their blessing.it's a dream ............. i beg my god to make it true.

forgive

i know it's too late to say happy new year. i hope this year will be an extreme makeover.i miss my blog.i would like to speak about forgiveness.can we forgive all the time and no matter the pain caused by a person ? "we have to forgive" . "everyone has right to have the second chance".these phrases sounds perfect but does we do this all the time? i guess no, sometimes we are unfair with " forgiveness " cause we can give it to the wrong person.in fact , forgiveness can be used against us when it is given to some kind of persons that their job is to use the forgiveness of the others for theirs benefit or to give pain. besides, we can give the "second chance" to one and we connot give it to the other one.so, we unfair with "forgiveness". everybody can make mistake but do all mistakes can be forgiven ? really , i would like to know " forgiveness" is based on what? based on reason , the person , the situation or just forgive.

for me , depends on the person's intention.it's hard to forgive a pain caused by an expected person as a close friend, relatives or your beloved.to be hurted from a close person who knows you it's so painful cause the word " close" means he knows what can bother you so he has to be aware of his deeds except when his intentions is to help in this situation i have to forgive with no reasons. i hope if i can forgive all the time but sometimes pains are stronger than me ,so, only time can erease it.