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hi, i don't konw but as usual i feel confused.my feeling this time is very hard.when you have choises it hard to choose cause i don't know what i want.i have never felt this way.but when it comes to my heart it hard.i need love in my life, not any love or anybody but i feel empty and i don't want to fill the gap with anything.i have always wanted to make the right decesion concerning my heart and i still believe in it and never i will give up.i know that can make me stay alone cause i don't even tried to go on as adventure but it is better for me to stay alone than betrayel or broke the heart of someone.i can bear the hurt cause i used to be hurted and breaking heart but i cannot do it as revenge.never.so, am waiting my fate in love even i feel ,as i said before, i will stay alone but i believe in god and in fate and i accept it just sometimes i fell depressed but it's ok.thanks my god.